Saturday, September 30, 2006 37 days, and still going strong...
Current mood: contemplative
Well, here I am...37 days without a drink. I am actually shocked at how easy it has been for me. I only really wanted one of my special bloody beers once. That was after working my ass off at work on a Sat. I wanted it, and told myself I wasn't getting one, so get over it. Lasted about 3 minutes, and then I was good to go. This might actually be the longest that I've ever gone without alcohol since I was 16. Yikes...that is a pretty incredible thought to me.
I do wonder how much of it is an alcohol problem, and how much of it is a head problem, that I buried underneath all the booze. I'm not going to worry about that though, because today I still have had enough to drink. I will deal with the rest at a later date. Today I am more concerned about getting my head into a healthier place, and that requires a clear head to do that. I really do feel like I am making good progress in that. It is bound to get worse before it gets better, as long buried emotional things are a bit rough to deal with. Today I am well, and mostly peaceful.
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